Life After Cancer
What is life like after cancer? What is normal now? You never forget, there is always some fear. There is also a new level of appreciation for living and love.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Time Flies
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Radiation
Radiation is about half way over. I am felling tired today. It seems wierd to be having a hard time when radiation is so much better than chemo. But it is everyday and I am tired. I am really glad to have the support group and my Mary Kay business to keep me distracted. My brain is swirling and it almost feels like I can't hold onto a thought. I fact I have meant to write this blog for well over a week. Better late than never. My hair is growing back, slowly. Too bad my leg and armpit hair is also. I am trying to focus on June 2nd. I think I can party then.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Lost hair
I am done with chemo, yay!!! Now I have almost no hair. It was not quite the freeing feeling I thought it would be. Everyday I check to see if there is new hairs poking through, so far only my leg hair is returning. Darn. I am feeling very brave to put my uncovered head picture on here, but I want to be able to look back and see it progressively come back. Katie and I have had great success with creating our support group. I also started my Mary Kay business. The sun is out and helping me forget the chemo days. Tomorrow is a PET scan, then a week until I find out when I start radiation. Bluhhhhh.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Round 4
I felt like a pin cushion this last round, with a total of 4 Iv attempts. I guess that kind of goes with it being the beginning of round 4. The doctor warned me that these last two chemo appointments will be the worst. I will try to keep a brave face on but I may have to just cry sometimes. I hope someday that there will be a better way to cure cancer, or hopefully prevent it.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Getting through it.

Monday, February 7, 2011
So I am now loosing my hair. I guess I should be glad it stayed so long. It is very wierd. My skin feels sort of numb. There are these moments where I realize how serious cancer is, and how can I have it? I also think of the other people who have gone though it, are going through it, and people who will. I am going to be as strong as I can, but loosing my hair is going to be really hard.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Ups and downs
Today I am finally feeling a little better. I felt really tired and yucky the past couple of days. Today I have a little energy and can think more clearly. I am thinking about summer and what it will be like to not have chemo looming over me. I have been eating well thanks to great food from everyone and thankfully not being very nauseous. Mostly my mouth will hurt, but it has been fine today. I have this Norman Rockwell calendar by my computer and this month is "missing the dance". It shows a girl sick in bed and she is looking at a flyer for a dance that she is obviously missing. I kinda feel like that.
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