I have been feeling very tired and sad the last couple of days. I think I am overwhelmed with just having to deal with this. I know I try and be positive and strong, but I am mad that I have this cancer. I hate not being physically strong and just be able to do whatever I need to do. I was so tired yesterday during Apple's birthday and it was frustrating. I want to dance and play with her. Go places and not worry about sicknesses. I really appreciate talking to other cancer fighters and survivors because I feel really alone. I am going to try and make a support network in the Eugene area (and nearby, if someone wants to join). So, if anyone out there knows someone whith cancer, especially women in there twenties and thirties, pass on my email address.
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