So I am now loosing my hair. I guess I should be glad it stayed so long. It is very wierd. My skin feels sort of numb. There are these moments where I realize how serious cancer is, and how can I have it? I also think of the other people who have gone though it, are going through it, and people who will. I am going to be as strong as I can, but loosing my hair is going to be really hard.